Instead, historians have assumed that my evidence for routinely abusive parenting must be terribly exaggerated, since if it were true it would mean parents acted in direct opposition to their biological inheritance, and surely evolution wouldn't be so careless. One of the most horrifying things I've seen is footage of a mother killer whale teaching its child about hunting seals. I'm saving the freaking world, and nobody gives me a place in line or a tax break. I wish you well as you find your way forward, even if it may take some time and be somewhat challenging to do so. The way you think is extraordinary to me. So your college doesn't offer a industrial year placement of any sort? I've filled my time waiting for that amazing, life-changing opportunity by continuously changing my life and having amazing life-changing experiences. Don't know what just happened then, i just let it all out! Try new things, Learn, Explore, make goals, try to achieve it.
Please Subscribe to this channel. Anyway, I guess that's all for now, maybe these thoughts will be helpful as you approach your own challenges and try to figure them out, and overcome them. But don't despair about things that you have no control over. So first clear your mind from negative thoughts. Vulgar does not mean using bad words. If you enjoy doing it and you are not so depressed you will find the way.
Get something positive to believe in and help you grow. Did I do my meditation today right? I do have a degree, and lots of work experience. Taken together, it really runs to my assertion that Man is a wild animal. But I have no fucking passions and plans for myself. On the other extreme you have someone who forms no emotional relationship between events in their life. Life changes so quickly, it's insane. I'll surely lose--- Seriously, are you imagining any Bollywood movie right now? Become active in a club, community or sport and don't be a jerk around people.
Quote: Natasha has just come up to the window from the courtyard and opened it wider so that the air may enter more freely into my room. I try to be good, perform well at school, make a good future, get a nice body, a nice girl, stylish cloths, money and so on, but everytimeÂ I try to set goals in my life, the smallest failure ruins it, and makes me go back to my depressfull thoughts. Most people have to immigrate anyway to Germany or other rich countries. No college offer year placement. Sometimes when I do think about these things and get depressed I listen to music and try to divert my thoughts to a happy place.
If you want to read about the main techniques I use to work through stuff on an inner level, you can check out guides to those techniques here:. Indeed, all of that behavior must still be inherent in us and modern civilization should be viewed as the aberrant case. Nothing makes you feel like more of a failure like Facebook. I was having a difficult night and like others who wrote here I googled and found this page. You have not fucked up your life. When we look around the animal kingdom, we are confronted with an uncomfortable truth: Childbearing is generally not good for the parents. Whenever I set my self a long-term goal, I always realise that it's all pointless when I'm halfway through it.
They just can conflict with your other goals. Your past pretty much fades away. That is, I just don't think there's an inherent right for anything to be here. Sometimes I think that I am a loser but then my friends pick me up. .
I don't like to be like this, but I just had to share my thoughts. Also high unemployment rate is probably because the students didn't bother seeking work experience over the holidays. While we're bitching about restaurant no-nos, for nice restaurants, people wearing ball-caps should simply be beheaded. I dont know why im posting it right now, its pointless anyways but im very bored and very very depressed right now! So whenÂ I meet a new girl, I always start off good, but then the thoughts come back, and I start overthinking, about myself and about how fucked up I am. All pattern of thought is habit and can be undone. But it is definitely better than dying.
In many species, the parent dies immediately after childbirth. I always find that I'm inferior to people I spend time with etc. Look at is as objectively as possible. It's part of our nature to be cruel, for whatever reason, and I think it's a fascinating topic too. Reinforce new beliefs by debating between the old and the new, proving with each debate that your new beliefs are true. No need to fool yourself by thinking otherwise. Change your mentality and don't think that everyone hates you.
Start loving small things about yourself. I made this video simply so you can understand where I am coming from. I belive it is there for a reason. This only addresses part of your post, but I wrote it a while back for someone else on this sub, and maybe it will help you put things in perspective? I fucked a girl in a parking lot while drunk, tried to fuck a girl while she was wasted and I was drunk, and so on. Not really all that pretty compared to city girls and shit. So why now have we begun to change so much? Or a slice of pizza, or a Netflix marathon, or whatever your vice is.