I started smoking marijuana, began drowning my sorrows by eating and escaped my feelings by sleeping more. I had a psychologist for 4 years, until earlier this year. Lifes not good for me. I already prepared it everywhere i go. I have lost my childhood and I want it back.
I want to hear from you. I just stare at the ceiling and think of her. We have Mental Health Day Centres, they can help you rationalise your concerns and help you move on through your difficulties. I will never be able to pay off my debt with a low wage job. I honestly hate this world it is spiteful and only rewards the bad never the ones whom actually try or have gone through so much to get where they are. And tell me if my words and suggestions and advice helped at all.
Again, sorry for the delay in responding. Then, saw your comment here. I have tried everything to make things work for me but I always end up at zero. I might as well take my life and end the pain forever. But my head was so messed up that I just kept going back to him.
You wonder what is the point. I have no way out. Now I find myself at a new job at Sears selling large appliances to home owners. When you call 911, a police officer will talk to you about how you are feeling and help you get to the bottom of the situation. While we are together here for the next five minutes, I have five simple, practical things I would like to share with you. All the while, your wife will be unable to eat or sleep and her tears will make her beautiful eyes haunted and lost.
After few weeks, she tried to attempt suicide because she was not able to bear the emotional pain, the emptiness in her life, and the mental stress which she was going through. I really want to die, but I could not make attempt. I just need to get off the earth and be done with it… Go talk to your local citizens advice for free legal help and to get referred to the places that will help you get son evicted. I hope its my idea. I failed at being a friend.
Did you know that there are 5 stages to the grieving process? Children only want a hand out and the only people who may show some genuine caring I suspect really just want something from me. I really want to hear back from you, M whatever your name is. I understand how you feel. One of my biggest fears is losing someone close to me. By doing these things, you will make yourself think about something else other than your suicidal thoughts. My sister was so very loved.
It reminds me of when my mum and dad use to fight all the time. But I was too much of a zombie back then. I just want to say this. Well, you're still reading, and that's very good. I hope you can continue to do so for your kids. These might relieve the pressure for a minute or two.
One example is that of the Samaritans. I am an artist too and I know what a creative soul is capable of. I could be gone for a week and everything would still be my fault. Exercise — One of the best distractions from your emotional pain of feeling suicidal is exercise. Probably because we got slightly more into a particular topic, rather than last time where it was all over the place and things where only mentioned rather than discussed. And feel free to write back.
In the meanwhile, you can just take a paper and pen and start writing whatever is coming in your mind. There is nothing else to do. This has been going on for years. A very practical survival guide by an actual survivor. But what future do I have? In 2012 we got married. Over the past several years this thought of doing this has come into my mind and pasted out of it, but now the reality of where i am in my life has never been so debilitating. I had a fight with my dad one evening and ran away from home.